I am a living dope test laboratory
Pushed to my deadly trajectory
Pour that pile of research chemicals
You can trust I inject all of those bath salts
Then I feel like human again, with help of those crystals
Fix me up with PCP
So you can see what I can really be
Old speed freak turned to radioactive waste
But what you can do when you get that taste
Bottomless appetite to shoot that shit into your veins
It takes away daily misery, all your pains
But yet I know numbered are my days
I can't listen, I just ignore what everyone says
'Cause it's my life, my pains, my ways
I can choose to kill myself however I want
But just with this dope, I've seen I cant
Don't try to reason with me
I am what I want to be
If you want me to change
You simply have to kill me
